what should i do, ??

hye, .. hmm , awk help sye bleyh x, ?? sye x tau nk ckp ngn cpe psl ny, .. sye xde best friend , xde bf nd xde kwn ygg memahami sye, .. :(( sye sdeyh sngt-2 pn x de cpe ygg tau , semue sye tnggung sndiri, .. mmg la kt ckola sye snyum nd ketawe , but , dlm aty hnye sye nd yg kt ats 2 je ygg tau, .. sye sdeyh cbb sye rse sye ny x de kwn nd sye rse sye akn hilang rizal, :(( .. nk nnges la, .. nape sume ny jdy kt sye, ?? ape sala sye, ?! haziqah , npe kw cm nk jauh kn diri dry pde aq, ??
rizal , npe awk skrg nk jauh kn diri dry pde sye n cm x nk lyn sye, ?? kwn-2 yg laen , npe x de sorang punn ygg phm aq, ?? kenape, ?? hurm , penat la hidup cm nyh, .. baek maty kn, ?? aq da jnji ngn diri aq sndiri aq x kn ske kt cpe-2 lgy lps ny if aq x dpt ryzal, .. aq x mungkin akn dpt org yg mcm dye lgy if aq carik org laen, .. ryzal , sye sygg awk sngt-2 , kenape awk x phm, ?? n aq x nk carik kwn baek baru, .. cbb aq x kn jmpe orgg yg phm aq mcm haziqah phm aq , tpy 2 dulu , skrg haziqaah da laen, .. aq x sala kn dea n aq x mara pun kt dye, .. aq tau dye da ade kwn ygg lbeyh baek n memahami dye dry pde aq, .. x pe la aq pn da bleyh trime tpy aq still sdeyh, .. ary 2 aq bkak blog haziqah , aq tgk kt nme best friend aq ygg 6be 3, .. dulu aq 6be stu then 2 , aq x kesa punn, .. tpy ary 2 aq tgk aq 6be 3 , aq terus nnges, .. tpy aq phm, .. cbb aq xde kwn baek kt ckola skrgg ny aq da jdy pendiam, .. aq x dpt byg kn if aq hilng ryzal, .. ya allah tolong laa aq , aq xnk ilang rizal , haziqah xde pn aq da ckup trsekse, .. doa kn aq x kn hilng ryzal k, ?? k lha 2 je aq nk ckp , pent la type pnjang-2 , lgy pn x dpt ubah ape-2 pun, .. for rizal nd haziqah , sye sygg awk bedue sngt-2, ~
bye nd gud nite, ~